Saturday, August 28, 2004

Weekend Update

Finally going to get Maxonline3000 in Sept or something... My mom chose the promotion with the free cable modem and wireless router....

A lot of arguments seem to be resurfacing around me. Must be due to the fact that i started listening to seom old songs... If u get what i mean....

I need a faster computer.... This one is too laggy already... My system is becoming unstable. I've used up more than 1 Terabyte of space, including all HardDrives, DVD media, and Cd media.

That's damn huge lor... Hoping to change to a SATA harddrive soon...
Too bad so much new technology is coming out... No money to do anythign about it... :-)

I'm going to buy a 7.1 Speaker system with a Creative Audigy 2 ZS Digital Entertainment Card. 24bit sia.. Pro...

Cheers....

p.s. Don't disturb me. I'm going to watch Jay Leno and Saturday Night Live. :-)

and oh yeah, check out XiaXue's latest blog. Hilarious.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

El Et Wisim

No that i am no longer in turmoil, I begin to realize that there is no doubting the veracity of the fact, that this blog is no longer as "colourful" as it was.

Somebody, please pick a fight with me? haha...

p.s. Does anybody notice that i recently have failed to write complete sentences, but instead I miss out on some words?

note:
Aoccdrnig to rseearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and yet you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by istlef but the wrod as a wlohe.

Lorem Ipsum

Wow cool... I got 230++ hits since August....

Haha... Muz be the ppl who want to noe wat's going on in my head.... And i think i noe hu they are... :-)

I want to jam soon. I wanna go cycling soon. I wanna go fishing soon. I wanna go to Malaysia soon.
Time is but a fleeting moment. Everything i also wanna do. Sigh.... Life is short. Make a difference.

FusionStream, out.

p.s. I attribute my, lack of things to write, on school. :-)

Friday, August 20, 2004

Spin

I'd rather chase your shadow all my life
Than be afraid of my own
I'd rather be with you
I'd rather not know
Where I'll be than
Be alone and convinced that I know

And the world keeps spinning round
My world's upside down
And I wouldn't change a thing
I've got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
And I wouldn't change a thing
No, you and I wouldn't change a thing

Everything I know has let me down
So I will just let go
Let you turn me inside out
Ccause I know I'm not sure
About anything
About you wouldn't have it any other way

And the world keeps spinning round
My world's upside down
And I wouldn't change a thing
I've got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
And I wouldn't change a thing
No, you and I wouldn't change a thing

Spinning turning watching burning
All my life has found its meaning
Walking crawling climbing falling
All my life has found its meaning

You and I wouldn't change a thing
No, you and I wouldn't change a thing

And the world keeps spinning round
My world's upside down
And I wouldn't change a thing
I've got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
And I wouldn't change a thing
No, you and I wouldn't change a thing
No, you and I wouldn't change a thing


Spin - LifeHouse

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Dialogue

Crappy... The layout for my blog is corrupted...

The dialogue was nothing but a glorified excuse-making session. What a show.

Ditto...






Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Down with Ah Chee....


I'm thinking of getting a new domain name. I need to start my business... Crap sia. Bloody sleeping partner...




Here's my gameplan. I shall randomly and quantitively throw an incoherent mess of factual garbage at them. Seeing as how we kept mum during the "Last" IDEA lesson, they seem to either be oblivious to the forthcoming tension, or incredibly stupid... Anxiety will plague you as long as I am here.

It's a good thing you started upgrading your "skills" by going to the MORG class miss 'chee chee'. You'll need it to keep your job.

Doubting the veracity of these statements? Think again.



FusionStream, out.

Monday, August 16, 2004

XiaXue

Crap... Don't tell me that she is also polluted.... crap man...
The "Evidence".... sigh...

Always like that one... Hopefully it's only a pose... But then again, looking at the other girl....
Nothing to say liao...

Sigh... :(

Sunday, August 15, 2004

I gotta [the "c" word] on XiaXue. Oopz... I let it slip. Bollocks!!! ;-)



Haha... Found out about her blog thru the newspaper...

Crap man... She's funny, witty, pretty, smart, cute, pretty, and loves to say bollocks...
Haha... Well at least that's what i guessed thru reading half of her blog in one day. ;-)

I think... She's an innocent girl who's had her eyes opened to early in life... haha...
I like the fact that she's vulgar yet honest... I especially like the bit about how to get in to RA movies... I also like the fact that she still has the time to write another blog that pretends to be against her... haha....

Too bad She's 20... sigh... Looks like i'll never get a chance...
Have a happy life XiaXue, a.k.a. Wendy Cheng.

FusionStream, out.

Thursday, August 12, 2004

My reply...

You could say i broke the peace. Then again, if the peace was not true in the first place, how would you define it.

Well, here are my thoughts. I just have to say it, regardless of whether the situation has changed. Let me say my peace. Then I'll leave you be.

The filth of the world is uniting. The scumbags of every street corner all joining for a common cause. The destruction of the world. You fail to see the error of your ways but you still want to "help others". It is the hope of many that you stay away lest you pollute them with your evilness.

How dare you call me insensitive when you are doing something that is not right. You may call it a personal or religious view. Indeed, you may be right. But what can you say about it when it's such an unnatural thing? No other species experiences this occurence. Pray tell me your explanation.

Do not doubt my abilities or prowess. My knowledge has not failed me thus far. I have been blessed with the knowledge and insight on such matters.
You will never understand that part. You don't know my background. So don't you fucking tell me that i can't see anything. Tell me why i can't.

How is it unfair? It's just my thoughts... You choose to believe that my thoughts govern my actions and beliefs. Don't bloody blame me for that.

And don't you fucking drag down others with you. You give me one fucking good explanation of how things are, the way they are, and i'll change. If not, don you fucking lecture me on what i should do. Also, don't you fucking assume and conclude too much. Don't anyhow blame people. I guessed as much who would be your scapegoat. It just shows your arrogance and ignorance.

You may be who you are. But the other ain't. Don coerce * to abandon *'s beliefs. Don be the cause of one's disheartedness and be the reason for * losing *'s faith.

And I can accept it. But, I will not. I am compelled not to.

Sorry to say, cuz you seemed like a nice person. I guess looks can be deceiving.


To the other.

Well said. But, how am i being prejudiced? I DO no what u are going thru. I did not jump into conclusions. You made them. And i would expect that it is now clear that what i noe is not through hear-say. Don't assume.

I did not talk nor comment on abt what you are going thru. These are my personal thoughts that are posted online so that if a person ever wishes to noe what goes on in my head, it's all there. Again, i stress, my thoughts do no neccesarily govern my actions.

I did not judge you. You have just judged yourself by saying that.

If i have "condemned" you in any way, I apologize. It's how i feel, not how i act.

I have no authority forgive you because the issue is not mine to judge. Only mine to comtemplate on.

The only reason i did not "confront" you, is because it's not my place and these are only my comtemplations, not my beliefs.

Again. These are my thoughts. The purpose of my blog has been explained.

And don't judge me based on my gender. You call on me not to judge you, but yet u do.

That's all

FusionStream, out.

-- Life ain't worth living, save for the promise of eternal life.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

On Sin's of the Flesh.

I can't keep up with the facade anymore. It just pure disrespect to God and the Teachings of Jesus. Call yourself whatever u are. I fail to see the beauty that's supposed to be in everyone. I used to see two girls walking to together and i would say, "SHIOK ah!!!" sic. Now i don't. It's sickening. It sickens me to know that such behaviour is tolerated. To change totally to something else is one thing. The other alternative is just sick. Hypocrisy is rampant.

What it is, is dis-illusion. To tell you honestly, I would rather the whole world be at war than for society to accept such lewd and F****** behaviour. There's no justification for wat's being done. No scientific nor moral reasons or facts. It's all just psychological and spiritual.

The war against satan and his dark forces has begun to take a new turn. Society is degrading. No other species in the animal world experiences this "affliction". There is no explanation except for the fact that the end is near.

Beware Sodom and Gommorah, your doom, our doom, is approaching.

On Gays and Christians

ditto.

I cannot, and will not say anything yet...
I'm seething inside. A righteous rage burns within me. God help us all.
Control is vital. I muz get a hold of myself. I noe I am not wrong. A conversion is imminent. t's either them, or me. God help me.

Monday, August 09, 2004

Aug 9

so nice sia the national day parade...the fireworks longer than usual was watching it from home... feeling so patriotic now... so emotional... i feel so proud to be Singaporean....

Sigh... what else can i say.. I'm lost for words.. The myriad of (many) fireworks was so beautiful and well choreographed... sigh... shiok man... Next year muz go buy tickets liao...


[Edited/Added]
Singapore Idol funny sia.. Took away all my patriotism.. haha..
I cannot stand that Ken lim. So hostile. Not friendly. Forever looking pissed. Not even constructive.
Not even like Simon Cowell. Mediacorp should drop him from the judges' panel. Dick is more like Simon with a bit of Paula(both ways if u get wat i mean)....




Sunday, August 08, 2004

Fireworks (MX)

My friends invited me to go see the fireworks today. I couldn't make it though, due to other commitments. I justified it with the fact that it's not that great anyway... It's just fireworks...
Besides i'm kinda getting into the WEBp project. :-)
If i do well it could mean exposure for me...

Sorry guys....

On another note:
Anybody wants to cycle to Sentosa? haha.... Just suddenly felt like cycling.



|-> Queer eye for the straight guy - No eyes for the queer guy <-|

The following content is entirely unrelated with the abovementioned title.

Amazing... After getting a new motherboard for herself, she now wants to buy a new graphics card... Bit by bit she's building a new computer.... Fucking greedy.... Already last time because she was so greedy she bought two whole computers for herself.... Now she's building a third... What the fish...

And speaking of fish, i really feel like skipping school for a day to go fishing. Poly. Hands-on approach my arse. Although i have to admit, from what i gather, it's much better than JC life...

And on another note, feel free to decipher this coded message...
- Bloody women.
and
- Women, you can't live with 'em. Period.
Apparently, the above coded messages, although it using state-of-the-art encrypting technology, the result was still the same no matter what because there was no two ways about it....

Go figure....

Saturday, August 07, 2004

An offline odyssey

It's not bad actually. Save for the fact that there is nothing else to do. You see, I have a tendency to complete any and all copmuter games fairly fast. A "gift" you may call it? I call it a burden.
It's a good thing that there aren't too many good games out there else my family would have greatly "contributed to the economy".

It's the same thing with books... Darn it.... :)

Well, so much for the odyssey part. :-) At least i got the modem again...

Signing off,
FusionStream


Just a thought and gentle hint:
I think...
Bad blogs are blogs with boring content such as
- Now is 1 pm. i just washed my hair. so tired. now my sister is talking to me... taking to my fren on the phone now... blah blah blah...

AND

Worse blogs are blogs with...
I just go see mai fwen. vely nais to c him ergain....

Darn it... For pete's sake, it's so obvious lor... At least write it in proper "Singlish".
If you can't write then don't write...

Monday, August 02, 2004

Dilemma

I have absolutely no FUCKING internet connection refuses to let me go online over certain disagreements. Now relying on my fren's modem until i can buy a new one... The problem that plagues me is that wat if my mother suddenly decides to change to a cable modem. Then my modem will be useless and i would have wastes a lot of money... Damnit!!!!
Even for a fucking project...

That's what independance is for....
Wat a fucking dilemma... I'm feeling so ****** up right now...

Hope my GDIT proj will do well....
I need to cycle... I need to fish.... I wanna quit school.... :(

Informatics is giving me problems.... suddenly say must pay for exam... $300 fucking US DOLLARS!!!! Fucking certified ethical hacker, my arse....

I shall end here with a quote...

"Ditto...." - Anon(Anonymous)



Sunday, August 01, 2004

Blurred Vision

Everything’s so blurry
And everyone's so fake
Everybody’s empty
And everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble and I crawl
And you could be my someone
You can be my scene
You know that I’ll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me

Everyone is changing there’s
No one left that’s real
Make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You can be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away, can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face, the pain you gave to me

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to run away
Nobody showed you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to run away

Puddle of Mudd - Blurry